long time coming....

I have been meaning to sit down a write for a while now... but something always comes up and i get distracted...ohhh shiny kitty.... Life has been interesting... kids are almost out of school for the summer.. we have spent the last month or so picking out jakes middle school classes and getting them ready for the end of year tests.... jake and keara are both over 5 feet tall now... sighs think they are going to well surpass me in teh height arena... oh well i took after my grandma wright... short but no one to mess with! winks... Jaum is still teachign for the navy it is great to have him home all the time.. He jsu started taking some more college classes... one online adn one on friday nights... homework.. teh dredded plague... Lily is coming along... she is a super chatty cathy...i have been informed that i was also that way... but i was shyer than she is... i would never have tried to engage the teacher in a conversation... but hey better to not be so shy.... she jsut turned 8.... wow... my baby is 8....i no longer have little ones.. i have BIG ones.. and along with big ones comes big problems... i liek the mommy my toy fell problems better than the mom she hurt my feelings and told rumors about me.... those suck.... heartache is coming i can see it... i jsut have to make sure i have a freezer full of ice cream i guess....
I am the same hanging out here in hawaii... missing my family...its nice though here people actually come to visit us... smiles... We have had some hard times lately... with my sisters appendix rupturing and causing her to have her son Thomas Wayne too early.... his loss has effected us all... but we know he is up in heaven being fought over by his uncle, adn our grandma and nana.... its hard sometimes to think how life sucks sometimes.. but hey if we can jstu endure to the end... adn think that there is always some positive somewhere.... some reason for all the suffering in this world... we will make it to the rest...at the end of journey... i am thanksful that i ahve my children who are great people.. they ahve teh problems jsut liek every child does... but i am thankful truely thankful that i am watchign them turn into loving caring people... and i hope that continues... adn i am thankful for the love a great man... who would go to the endes of the earth for me and our family... i jsut wish it were easier to show him how wonderful i think he is... adn i wish tha ti could take away his stresses and i try hard to make his life easier... and hope that i am... ok so that is where we are...

farewell to my best friend....

As many already know on the 23rd at about 9pm i lost my friend.. He passed i guess the toxins that entered his blood stream when his bladder got blocked was just too much forhis system..He passed while laying in jaums arms... My heart is broken... He helped me heal after i lost oreo after 12 years... Linus was a character.. He loved to follow me around talking to me.. He like to knead my pillow and try adn steal my blanket.. like to play fetch and drop his jingleballs in my glass of iced tea or inmy face while i was trying to sleep.. He made me chuckle every single day of the 4 1/2 years what we spent together. I never thought that our time together would be so short.i always made sure that he had his shots and that he was taken care of to the best of my ability but the best wasnt good enough this time..I know that he was a happy cat adn that he enjoyed our time together i just hope that he knew what he meant to me.. I know that some people think that pets are jst property adn that they dont have human feelings or human thoughts.. well they are pets but they are aware of our feelings and they hurt and are happy they are members of our family and i will always have my memories and smile everytime i hear a ball jingle. the ache will always be there for he was my baby boy....and i thank him for all the love he gave me so freely over the last almsot 5 years...

Who was the world created for?

After helping a neighbor with a bug problem i had a couple discussions with friends about bugs and why they are here...As good Church going folks we are taught that the world was created for us to live on so that we could complete the tasks we were sent here to do...but after dealing with creep crawlies...that never seem to go away i sometimes wonder if the world wasn't created for them and we were an after thought! HAHAH cause they are everywhere nothing we can do keeps them away! one fo the many questions i will have on my list for the after life...why???? hehe food for thought.... nope jstu silly!