long time coming....

I have been meaning to sit down a write for a while now... but something always comes up and i get distracted...ohhh shiny kitty.... Life has been interesting... kids are almost out of school for the summer.. we have spent the last month or so picking out jakes middle school classes and getting them ready for the end of year tests.... jake and keara are both over 5 feet tall now... sighs think they are going to well surpass me in teh height arena... oh well i took after my grandma wright... short but no one to mess with! winks... Jaum is still teachign for the navy it is great to have him home all the time.. He jsu started taking some more college classes... one online adn one on friday nights... homework.. teh dredded plague... Lily is coming along... she is a super chatty cathy...i have been informed that i was also that way... but i was shyer than she is... i would never have tried to engage the teacher in a conversation... but hey better to not be so shy.... she jsut turned 8.... wow... my baby is 8....i no longer have little ones.. i have BIG ones.. and along with big ones comes big problems... i liek the mommy my toy fell problems better than the mom she hurt my feelings and told rumors about me.... those suck.... heartache is coming i can see it... i jsut have to make sure i have a freezer full of ice cream i guess....
I am the same hanging out here in hawaii... missing my family...its nice though here people actually come to visit us... smiles... We have had some hard times lately... with my sisters appendix rupturing and causing her to have her son Thomas Wayne too early.... his loss has effected us all... but we know he is up in heaven being fought over by his uncle, adn our grandma and nana.... its hard sometimes to think how life sucks sometimes.. but hey if we can jstu endure to the end... adn think that there is always some positive somewhere.... some reason for all the suffering in this world... we will make it to the rest...at the end of journey... i am thanksful that i ahve my children who are great people.. they ahve teh problems jsut liek every child does... but i am thankful truely thankful that i am watchign them turn into loving caring people... and i hope that continues... adn i am thankful for the love a great man... who would go to the endes of the earth for me and our family... i jsut wish it were easier to show him how wonderful i think he is... adn i wish tha ti could take away his stresses and i try hard to make his life easier... and hope that i am... ok so that is where we are...