my baby boy

i ahve been having these a lot lately with jake and keara... msotly jacob though... he asked to get his hair cut a coupel weeks ago of course AFTER the wedding but whatever.... but since he got it cut he is looking so grown up nto to mention more like his daddy....he has thinned out by like15lbs and grown about 3 inches since we got here... He is so handsome... I dropped him off at school today adn they are having their 5th grade end of year dance..so they didnt have to wear their uniforms he has jeans on wiht a tshirt adn a plaid button up shirt.. he looked so handsome... and when i dropped him off... as he was walkign in 2 little girls got out of a car... look at jake and whispered at each other and giggled... (yes THAT giggle) sighs... i am not ready for this... i knwo that he is handsome... i woudl ahve dated him... lol but he is my baby... iw ant the little guy that wore thsoe cute overalls... and loved to cuddle up on couch with his momma and his ktity cat blankie... and who thought the sun and moon rose with his momma.. i knwo that it is my job to raise mychildren to be responisble, lovign caring, productive adults...but no one warned me that it woudl hurt to watch them grow up and away from me... just wanna hug him to me and never let him go...b ut i knwo that isnt realistic... dern hormones....i guess the saying that children are little pieces of your heart wandering around outside your body is true! growin pains...